Saturday, May 14, 2005

Ok God What Now

Dear God,
So You have successfully changed every plan I ever made about my future. I am now just gonna wait on You. How's that sound? Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining at all, but what's next am I supposed to continue driving for 3 hours a day just to get to work and back? And, just how long do you plan on me doing this singles thing? I gotta tell you I'm not loving it. There is just one more thing right now, how about stop letting me get my hopes up about things and then them not working out. That would be very nice and considerate if I could stop being disappointed everytime I turn around.
Thanks a Bunch

5 comments:

Charlie said...

I'm not gonna pretend I know everything that's going on with you, but I have experienced something similar. The last major plan I had was majorly derailed and it screwed my life up for a year after that. I'm not proud of what went on during that time, but I got through it. And now, for the first time in a long time, I feel good about where I am and where I'm going. This will sound trite, but it's something I firmly believe: God won't put more on you than you can handle. And everything happens for a reason. It doesn't mean you have to like it though. :\

In the meantime - you're healthy, you're pretty, you have good friends. Life may not be what you want right now, but things could be a lot worse. So cheer up! :)

Anonymous said...

So, you blame God for the things going "wrong" in your life? You should thank Him for all that he has given you. How about quit complaining and definitely quit blaming God for your unhappiness and be happy that you're actually alive, have a job and a roof over your head? Everything does happen for a reason. So just get over yourself, please.

Anonymous said...

I totally agree with the other Anonymous.... you can never blame God! You need to be more thankful for the things you have. Yes, God is in control, but you can control the small things that go oh in your life. don't complain so much and maybe a guy would want to go out with you!

Cath said...

I apologize for the morons of the world, Mel. There's nothing I hate more than anonymous negativity.

Anonymous said...

Hey Mel....long time no see...I do like seeing your blogs though, it keeps me up to date on what's going on with you...I want to first say how proud of you I am. It has been so cool to watch/hear how you've grown into such an awesome woman of God...six years ago...wow...you were dealing with a lot then, and as you know God continues to grow us up in his time, so don't worry about other people, or things that try to get you down. You are such a great person and I know that God is so pleased with the way you've dedicated yourself to him! Keep on keepin on and you'll be fine Mel! Love you and miss you!